[ Yui missed her family immensely, and even then her concerns were that they would be worried about her. She was always the type of person to put others in front of herself, Grimmjow included. The statement that she had made in spite of her intense distraction had been without consideration for Grimmjow's feelings, even if she truly hoped that he felt the same. With all her heart, even.
The lack of reply was a little disheartening. She knew she shouldn't expect anything from it. Yui knew better than to ask for anything from Grimmjow, even with the little bits and pieces of hope he fed her. She would always, always tell him it was okay and that he didn't have to worry about her, but it did hurt that he didn't return those feelings no matter what she said. It wasn't a lie that she didn't want him to worry about returning her feelings, but it didn't make it easier to know that even as they did this. Even as she said she would give up everything, her name was the only thing that Grimmjow said in response. She really was feeling a little more selfish than she wanted to or thought she was. He understood what she meant, but it wasn't enough.
Yui knew she didn't have the right to feel that way. She pushed it down, moving her hand from Grimmjow's head to the side of his face, applying the tiniest bit of pressure to urge him to move up. ]
Please, I want you to- I want you inside of me.
[ She still panted, just wanting to feel closer to him in any way that she could now. That was the closest she knew how. ]
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The lack of reply was a little disheartening. She knew she shouldn't expect anything from it. Yui knew better than to ask for anything from Grimmjow, even with the little bits and pieces of hope he fed her. She would always, always tell him it was okay and that he didn't have to worry about her, but it did hurt that he didn't return those feelings no matter what she said. It wasn't a lie that she didn't want him to worry about returning her feelings, but it didn't make it easier to know that even as they did this. Even as she said she would give up everything, her name was the only thing that Grimmjow said in response. She really was feeling a little more selfish than she wanted to or thought she was. He understood what she meant, but it wasn't enough.
Yui knew she didn't have the right to feel that way. She pushed it down, moving her hand from Grimmjow's head to the side of his face, applying the tiniest bit of pressure to urge him to move up. ]
Please, I want you to- I want you inside of me.
[ She still panted, just wanting to feel closer to him in any way that she could now. That was the closest she knew how. ]