theotherwing | 🎆 Grimmjow's First New Years Sleepover! 🎆

🎆 Grimmjow's First New Years Sleepover! 🎆

[ After the situation on the balcony, things had calmed down a little. Yui and Grimmjow had separated for a brief time, but only so that Yui could go get a few things since she was spending the night with him. Her pajamas and a few toiletries, and she let Melissa know that she would be gone for the evening for "New Years Festivities." Melissa seemed to have bought it and reminisced about being a kid again (odd for a doll, but Melissa was odd to begin with).

After that, she'd hurried back to Grimmjow's room. It was the only one of the Arrancar's rooms that she knew where was without having to seriously think about it, since it was the only one she'd been to unless she needed to drag one of them out to actually attend class or to bring them something. Grimmjow's she'd been to frequently though, for those reasons and far more intimate ones. (It was best to just come over first thing in the morning or he'd surprise her later in the day at a far less appropriate time too..)

Now that she was settled and changed into her jammies, Yui made her way to Grimmjow's bed to sit on the edge of it, folding her legs atop the duvet. ]

Are you tired?

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Nah.

[again he answered her quickly, shooting down anything else she wanted to do. he kissed her stomach again and then looked back up at her.]

I wanna do that inside of you. [he wasn't afraid to be blunt at all- especially since he wanted this little affection interaction between them to last. so of course he wanted to play around before getting to the best part, but him entering her would still happen. at least as far as he was concerned.]

[ His bluntness made sure that she always knew what was going on within a few seconds and that she never had to play guessing games with him. It was refreshing in that sense, but it was always a little hard to deal with when he said things like that without consequence. Yui's ears burned with the heat of being turned on by such a statement and embarrassment. ]

I-It feels best when you're inside me too.

[ Yui's voice wavered a little, mostly because trying to keep up with his flagrant disregard for shame was a little nerve-wracking for her, but she meant it. She was sure he liked to hear that she agreed with him, too. Yui put one hand on his head, letting her fingers rest in his hair as she watched him slowly move down her stomach. ]

[with her hand going to his head he knew that she would allow him to continue. he really did want to be the one to taste her now, to be able to hear more of her moans as he would pleasure her during this night. he wanted her to squirm and to be completely lost in his action.

grimmjow went down further, now moving to her pelvis and his lips kept on grazing her skin. once his head dipped between her legs, he parted his lips and kissed at her slit. he covered it with his mouth, licking at her most sensitive spot, and he let out a hot breath against it as well. he moaned at the sensation of tasting her, suddenly taking in more of her scent and savoring it. he licked at her again, but this time his tongue swirled and played with her clit.]

[ Grimmjow had always been the type of person to go fast, to go after what he wanted, and that had been what Yui had grown accustomed to. When he got what he wanted, she got what she had come to desire. The snail's pace he had taken, teasing her body with kisses bit by bit, had almost made her feel a tad bit impatient. It wasn't a feeling she was used to, and was taunting enough that when his hot lips finally found the sensitive folds of her nether regions, Yui let out a loud, passionate cry.

She ground her heels into the bedspread beneath them, her nerves tingling with heat from the spot his lips touched and up through her body. Yui's head fell back against the pillow and she let out a wanton blend of a gasp and a moan. And a moment later, she could feel him teasing her clit as if the rest weren't enough. Yui spread her fingers out against his scalp, slender digits disappearing into his wild blue hair as she lifted one of her feet off of the bed, moving it to attempt to hug around his back. Her lack of coordination from the sudden onset of lust and affection caused her to miss and her foot to fall back to the bed. ]

Grimmjow-san..!

[he was impatient, blunt, and all around destructive. he craved to destroy anything in his path, make himself out to be the strongest, and prove that he was the greatest king around. there was no other like him, he knew that, but this was the first time he had ever considered someone else could mean something to him. he was overly selfish, never did he let anyone else into his world- but yui had worked her way into it.

he still considered her to belong to him, but it was different than how it first started out. no longer was it simple primal desire, he longed to simply be with her now. every time she moaned he felt his body heat rise, his passion and lust for her building the more he tasted and heard her scream his name.

grimmjow maneuvered her, changing his position a little. he brought his arm around her leg, urging both of her legs to go up and on to his shoulders, the backs of her thighs now against his powerful body. with his arm around her leg he was able to pull away from her clit, and instead of his tongue teasing her he replaced it with his thumb. he pressed at her clit, he rubbed it, and he even rolled his thumb around in circles- much like she had been doing to his own testicles. he was even picking up on tricks she had been using.]

...How much do you love me?

[he whispered it, but it was an inquiry he was curious about. maybe hearing more about love will continue this heat within him, since the more he thought about how much he cared for her the more he felt unable to speak properly. it was so odd, these emotions, but he didn't want them to stop. she had been helping him understand humans, but now he needed more help understanding even himself.

while he waited for her to answer that he kept on rolling his thumb over her clit. he was giving her much more attention than usual, and he had even dipped his head down again to lick at her folds. his tongue ran over her slit once, twice, and then he went in closer in order for his tongue to dive in deeper. he slipped his tongue into her entrance, tasting her more and swirling his tongue around, all the while his thumb kept on pleasuring her, too. he moaned against her as he continued his actions, he tasted so much of her and was certain his moaning would cause vibrations to enhance the experience.]

[ Yui was having trouble concentrating on anything, putty in his hands as he moved her just how he wanted her. She actively tried to move to his whims as much as she could to make it easier, but the more he teased her the harder it was to do anything other than trust him. She could barely think straight, but she didn't need to be able to think to answer that question. ]

With all my--

[ No, not with all her heart. It was true, but she cut herself off. Grimmjow had stated that he had difficulty understanding a matter of the heart, and she had told him that love didn't come from the heart, it was just an expression. It wasn't right to use that expression here, not when she wanted Grimmjow to truly know how deep her feelings for him ran.

Her voice quieted down, even though he was starting to drive her inside, enough that her legs were tensing over his shoulders as she tried to move her hips against his mouth, trying to feel his tongue deeper inside of her. Everything felt so hot, she couldn't breathe, and her chest was swelling with emotion for him as she tried so hard to think of how to say what she wanted. ]

I'd give up my life back home if it meant I could stay with you.

[ It was hard to say. She cared about her family so much, and her friends, but the idea of being without Grimmjow hurt more than she could bare. She'd been more concerned with her family the first time she'd gone missing, thinking that they would worry about her as the primary reason for it not being okay that she was kidnapped to a mysterious land by (at the time) unknown captors. Maybe it was because of how much time she had spent with Grimmjow, but she was starting to feel a little bit selfish for once. She didn't want to lose him. She loved him enough that she would consider something like that. If he didn't know how much that meant, she didn't know how else to explain it to him. ]

[he barely understood feelings and emotions, but he was certainly starting to get it more and more. it was all thanks to yui, she was teaching him so much and he found himself actually wanting to know more. usually he never cared about anything other than fighting and killing, he only ever wanted to get strong and would do whatever it took to get there. that was still true however, he still wanted to be the strongest, he would certainly kill anyone that got in his way- but he found that yui was now so important to him too.

a human had made him feel something other than simple pleasure for battles, he never thought this would ever happen.

he listened to her answer while he gave her more pleasure, while he kept on licking and swirling his tongue around inside of her. he kept on teasing at her clit and feeling just how impossibly wet she was by now, but he did try and understand her answer as well.

grimmjow had hated being pulled out of his own home in order to be here initially, he had been furious about not being in hueco mundo anymore. he was starting to get it now- yui must have been the same as him after all. she wanted to go home, she wanted to be with her... her family, was it? grimmjow didn't have family so he didn't exactly understand that part, but he understood it more than he thought he would.

he felt her hips starting to move against his mouth, urging him to keep going. he hummed yet again and felt the vibrations move against her skin, he didn't pull away- he just kept on giving her attention. it wasn't until he had tasted her for another moment did he pull away from between her legs. he looked up at her, seeing her form and her face, he just wanted to look upon her as his thumb kept on rubbing at her clit.]

Yui... [he just had to say her name again, just to reassure her that he did understand what she just said. maybe... just maybe, she won't have to leave her home- and they really can find a way to be together. just like yui had grown more selfish, grimmjow had thought about her over himself.]

[ Yui missed her family immensely, and even then her concerns were that they would be worried about her. She was always the type of person to put others in front of herself, Grimmjow included. The statement that she had made in spite of her intense distraction had been without consideration for Grimmjow's feelings, even if she truly hoped that he felt the same. With all her heart, even.

The lack of reply was a little disheartening. She knew she shouldn't expect anything from it. Yui knew better than to ask for anything from Grimmjow, even with the little bits and pieces of hope he fed her. She would always, always tell him it was okay and that he didn't have to worry about her, but it did hurt that he didn't return those feelings no matter what she said. It wasn't a lie that she didn't want him to worry about returning her feelings, but it didn't make it easier to know that even as they did this. Even as she said she would give up everything, her name was the only thing that Grimmjow said in response. She really was feeling a little more selfish than she wanted to or thought she was. He understood what she meant, but it wasn't enough.

Yui knew she didn't have the right to feel that way. She pushed it down, moving her hand from Grimmjow's head to the side of his face, applying the tiniest bit of pressure to urge him to move up. ]

Please, I want you to- I want you inside of me.

[ She still panted, just wanting to feel closer to him in any way that she could now. That was the closest she knew how. ]

[it wasn't as though his lack of a proper reply was meant to upset her, it was just how he was. he was just thinking about what she said, trying to properly process it. she would leave everyone else for him, she said she loved him with all her heart, and there were still things he didn't understand exactly, but he was definitely trying.

he felt her hand on the side of his face and he stared up at him. he saw that she was flushed and red, that she was panting, and that she wanted him to penetrate her. grimmjow nodded lightly and then moved back up her, having her legs on either side of his body instead of on his shoulders now. he stared down at her much smaller form as he positioned himself between her legs. his erection pressed against her folds, but he didn't enter her just yet.]

As a king.... I think that every king needs a queen. [he was trying to tell her his own feelings the best he could, this concept of love was still so new to him.]

And you're more than worthy of being a queen. However... I would leave my throne for you, as well.

[that was certainly hard to say, but he was determined to stay with her, and he would certainly figure out how to do that. as he said those words he did move himself closer to her, his hips moving to meet hers and he slipped his cock into her entrance. he felt her inside envelop him yet again and he let out a breath at the sensation, but he didn't take his eyes off of her.]

[ It was saying things like that that confused her. She knew that Grimmjow wouldn't say the three words she wanted to hear from him, possibly not even truly feel them or understand if he did. That was why she wouldn't ask them of him. She didn't want a lie, she wanted the truth.. even if it hurt. Hearing things like he wanted to be with her, that he would do the same to be with her, it was confusing. It was easier when she didn't have to think about these types of things, because if their roles were easily defined then she knew where she stood.

He said he didn't understand love, that he couldn't love, but he would leave his life behind for her. How could you do that for someone you didn't love? It was that want for him so badly that made it difficult, but would he ever accept it as such?

Yui had difficulty responding at first, both from the feelings in her chest and the feelings in her lower body as the heat washed over her like a rising tide. Even if it had become a more familiar sensation than it once had been, it was still exciting, pleasurable, and the feeling still gave her near-unbearable urges and desires. Yui let out a soft moan as he moved inside of her. ]

I would, i-if it were possible..

[ She didn't want to be a queen in the same way that he was king, nor did she care for the title. But if it meant being with Grimmjow, even despite the pain and confusion, she wanted it. ]

Edited (writes half in prose and half in brackets because fuck being awake) 2015-02-10 06:31 (UTC)

[grimmjow knew he wouldn't say such a thing back to her too. but, it was all because he wouldn't lie to her or say things he didn't exactly understand himself. maybe he did love her, he wasn't quite sure, he just knew that he no longer had a heart within him and he still thought that love was due to that. his heart was just on the outside now, his mask, and whatever he felt for yui he wanted to keep around for the rest of their lives.

the espada lowered his head down to her, he lightly brushed his lips along her neck as he started to move into her. he pumped slowly, his hips meeting hers with rhythmic desire, and it wasn't like any of the times they had sex previously. before he had been filled with such energetic need, but right now he was much more calm- as though he really did want to save every moment.

he felt the pleasure moving through him, he felt her insides around his own cock, and he felt her hot skin against his own. his thrusts remained the same, slow moving but sensual in every way, and he was certainly trying something new here by... well, making love instead of just screwing her.]

[ There was definitely something different about how it felt tonight. In general, the overall night had been more about them as people and being together, rather than immediate needs. The future was trick business and the more that Yui thought about it, the harder it became to face. But the future wasn't set in stone, and Grimmjow was trying. Even if he couldn't say it and mean it, he didn't lie to her and he was still trying. That was more than enough.

Yui leaned forward, burying her face against Grimmjow's chest as he thrust inside of her. More than just being fucked for once, with how he was taking it more slowly, meeting her and savoring it, it was almost like making love. Yui could feel it, she just wished she could convince herself that it was really that. The more he insisted that he couldn't love her the more confused she got, but it was nice. Maybe she could just let herself pretend he did for now, as he acted like it. ]

I love you, Grimmjow-san.

[ She said it again, her words muffled against his skin, then pressed a soft kiss to the very same spot that her hot breath had graced with words. ]

[he was trying, he really was. he was still trying to understand the ways of humans, the human heart, and if he really was even capable of loving her. he wore his heart on the outside, but even so... what he felt for her, he knew to be real. he wanted her forever, he wouldn't ever leave her side or allow her to leave his. he said he would give up his throne and that was a big deal for someone like him.

he felt her hot breath against his skin, he felt the way her insides twitched and took him each time he went forward. again and again he plunged into her, but it was a soft and sensual way of having sex, and grimmjow was actually enjoying it. he would always remember this day, this night- and just how much he wanted to protect her and keep her safe.

he heard her say it again, and in response he simply nodded. he wrapped his arms around her small body, holding her tighter against him, and he continued to thrust into her.]

Maybe... I do, too. [he was still unsure, but he was more than willing to find out if he did. she was just so sure, and all he wanted to do was have her be okay and alive. it was the first time he's ever cared about anyone but himself.]

I've... nngh... never cared for anyone like this before- just you...

[ It was a huge deal for him, and she understood that. It meant a lot to her that he even said something like that, and even just the "Maybe" was...

Yui let out a sharp noise, her arms wrapping tightly around his shoulders as she held him more tightly than she had before. He could probably feel wetness coming from her face. Tears. They weren't pain, not like she felt before. Even just the "Maybe" was enough. Some of that tightness in her chest released. He could feel her lips curling into a smile against his skin. ]

Thank you.

[ She loved him so much, so much that those words were more powerful to her than the sensations she felt with her body. They were amazing, and somehow even stronger after he said those words. Yui let out a loud moan before she could stop herself, pulling her legs up a little more, her heels unintentionally digging into his backside just as he pushed himself into her again. ]

[he could feel her tears against him as well as that smile. she was always so confusing to him, he hardly ever understood her- but that didn't matter right now. all he wanted to do as spend this night with her, to continue to feel her body and feel the pleasure flow between the two of them.

grimmjow continued his assault on her, not being as sensual as before. he picked up his pace a bit more now, knowing that she was at least feeling a bit better about everything- or at least he assumed that. the thrusting of his hips were relentless, and he let out a low moan at the sensation of her body squirming against his own.]

[ Just like that, the moment of softness and gentle care between them was gone. Yui wasn't sure if it was out of consideration for her or just a whim of his, but he'd said that he maybe loved her, so she would never forget that moment. She did feel a little better, but as he started to move into a more common pace for them, she couldn't help but succumb to her body's desires more than her mind and heart's focus at the moment.

Yui let out a loud gasp for air as the first relentless thrust of his dick pounded inside of her body almost immediately after she'd moved her legs into a position where he could get deeper inside of her. Her whole body felt hot. She held onto Grimmjow more tightly, pulling herself up a little, and her breasts pressed against his chest. ]

[he felt her breasts moving against his chest the more he thrust into her. her tiny body moved with him, he felt her insides twitch around him, and he moaned at the sensations. grimmjow had placed his hands on either side of her head now, gripping at the sheets as he felt the waves of pleasure flooding through him more and more.]

Yui... [he said her name between moans, between rugged pants as he kept up his typical pace.

he did say maybe to loving her, he just didn't know. they say that he can't have actual emotions like others, like humans and shinigami.... but he felt so much when he was with her. sorrow at the idea of her leaving, anger when he thought he would never see her again- and this intense warmth that engulfed him whenever he was with her intimately.

he gasped as he thrust into her, he lowered his head and he pressed at the side of hers. his forehead nudged her head a little, then he simply kept it there at the side of her head as his intense pumping never ceased.]

[ Yui nuzzled his head back gently, her movements partially automatic from how he was thrusting into her with such heady movements. She could feel that rush in her body starting to come forward as it always inevitably did when she was with Grimmjow, but not quite spilling over the edge yet.

She knew how to make herself feel closer to him though, how to want him. Yui turned her face to try to capture Grimmjow's lips with her own, a soft moan passing her lips as she was moved back and forth against the pillows by the arrancar's movements. ]

Grimmjow-san-! [ She gasped his name sharply and loudly, clearly right on the edge as she tried to kiss him. ]

[as she spilled over the edge, his head dipped down towards her neck. he knew when to be gentle, when not to hurt her- but during the midst of her climax and all the building emotions over the night sometimes that slipped his mind.

grimmjow licked at her neck as he thrust into her, feeling her insides twitch all around him. he let his teeth graze her, took in her scent and the sounds of her moans, and then he simply bit down on her skin. it wasn't enough to break it or anything, but it was enough to leave marks from how rough he was being. he couldn't help it, the way she was moving and squirming, the way they felt together, he felt the biggest urge to taste her more and more.

he let go of her neck and simply gasped now, feeling his own rising heat within him.]

[ Yui's fingers dug into Grimmjow's skin stiffly as his teeth connected to her neck. Her whole body felt like it was on fire as her orgasm spread through her body, his thrusts teasing it into lasting just a little longer with each movement. The bite made her cry out. It hurt a little. ]

Grimmjow-san..!

[ She called his name again, though this time with a slight bite to her tone, as if she was trying to let him know that he as hurting her a little, though she was still breathless and lost in the throes of pleasure as well. ]

[he let go of her, not longer biting her, and he simply licked at the spot his teeth had been in moments before. he kissed and sucked at her tender skin, he rocked and thrust into her with more and more vigor. he was reaching his own orgasm, he could feel it coming on quickly and in waves.

he felt himself tense up suddenly, and his thrusting only increased, along with the rush of emotions. he sucked in a sharp breath through his teeth, every muscle tightened as he felt himself begin to release into her. his seed poured out of him in quick spurts, spilling out of him and into her core.

after several more moments he stopped thrusting into her entirely and his head dipped slightly, he was panting heavily and now just basking in the afterglow of his own orgasm. he opened his eyes and noticed that he had definitely left marks on her neck... whoops. he lowered himself a bit more, and instead of saying anything he just lightly kissed at where he bit her, silently apologizing for suddenly getting so heated. he had wanted to draw this out and he got carried away, it seemed.]

[ Making love was often compared to fireworks. Fireworks were amazing in their own way, but Yui thought that the metaphor was a little bit wrong. It wasn't like fireworks, the beautiful explosions of colors that you saw in the air, dangerous if things went wrong. It was more like what she imagined being a firework felt like. Building up into the sky until you reached a point and finally burst into something that caused happiness between those who saw it.

Grimmjow always ensured a whole show full of those fireworks. Then.. the grand finale. Yui shut her eyes tightly, her face painted with heavy pink. This was the one time when they were always thinking the same thing, feeling the same sensations, and were together completely. Even if it was a time when the very manner in which they did it, without needing protection, was a reminder that they weren't even the same species. They were still together in spite of that. In spite of everything.

When things calmed, Yui found herself breathing heavily but steadily, staring up at Grimmjow right until he kissed her, the sore spot making her wince ever so slightly. After a moment, she realized that was a caring kiss, an apology, and a little puff of laughter left her lips, a smile breaking onto them only a second later. ]

I love you, Grimmjow-san.

[it didn't even matter to him that she was human and they weren't of the same species. she was just... just his, just something that he wanted and needed, and he hadn't realized just how badly he needed her in his life until he thought of her no longer in it. it hurt him still to consider, and he would fight for her, to be with her- he knew that now.

he heard her begin to laugh and he had to lift his head away from her neck to look down at her. he wondered why she was laughing, but... he just figured she was in a good mood after what they did. the espada, instead of looking normally grumpy, looked a bit more pleased than usual.

he still didn't know if he alone could truly love, he had never experienced it before, but... perhaps it was true after all. he felt something for her indeed, a kind warmth that definitely engulfed his whole body, and hearing her laugh only made it grow.]

Yui-... [he dipped back down and went to kiss at that tender spot yet again. his kisses were light, barely even there, but he knew she could feel them.] ...I'm... happy with you.

[it was true, and grimmjow was hardly one to lie.] ...I'm grateful that you're mine.

[ They were light enough that even though her flesh was sore there, slowly starting to bruise where his teeth had been earlier, it didn't hurt. That Grimmjow could be that gentle and caring was almost surprising. He had shown an affinity for her ever since they were together, but it was almost as if he had just learned that this 'possession' of his was precious to him.

His words as he tried to explained how he felt made it clearer and Yui pressed a small kiss to the little bone mask. If his heart was truly trapped inside of there, then maybe it would feel her love through that. ]

I'm grateful to be yours too, Grimmjow-s.. No, I should just call you Grimmjow, shouldn't I?

[the gesture was definitely much appreciated. it was grimmjow's turn to let out a little laugh at the way she kissed his bone mask, but that was due to how happy she made him. he did feel it, and she didn't need to clarify it anymore for him.

the espada now placed both of his hands on either side of her, pushing himself up and away from her. he was still hovering over her, simply staring down at her form underneath him.]

Call me whatever you want... but I guess that'll do, yeah. [he knew she was always about being polite and formal even though he wasn't like that at all. after he answered her he rolled off of her, pulling himself out of her in the process, and he laid beside her with a grunt. he didn't let her go exactly however, he had a hand on her stomach and moved so he was pressed up against her, loving the sensation of her body heat.]

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