theotherwing | 🎆 Grimmjow's First New Years Sleepover! 🎆

[he didn't even think of his honesty, it just sort of happened. he was always so blunt, always so open- and that could be both a good and a bad thing. he could be overly cruel in that case, or even demanding, but his emotions were always out there for anyone to see.

he watched her as she moved in closer to him only to flop down against his side. the espada blinked a few times once she was settled, but it didn't take long for him to do exactly what she wanted him to. he rolled over on to his side, brought a strong arm around her, and pulled her against him. she fit just right, and grimmjow bumped the back of her head gently with his forehead.]

Yeah, this is fine. Now stay like this.

[ Yui was glad that Grimmjow didn't seem to mind her appreciation of cuddling. He had always seemed like the kind of person who wouldn't get close to most people, but after they'd gotten together (or he 'claimed' her, it really just depends on what angle you're looking at it from) she'd started to learn that at the very least if she wanted something and wasn't too pushy about it, he was usually somewhat willing to oblige. Even if it came to her just wanting to be next to him. He said he didn't get cold, but surely he must appreciate warmth if having Yui nearby was of benefit to him.

Yui smiled as he pulled her closer, content to just where she was. It was actually comfortable enough that she closed her eyes. But he said he wanted to stay up, so she made sure to talk so that she didn't fall asleep in what she'd found to be a comfortable spot. ]

Even if I miss my family and friends back home, I'm still glad this happened so I could meet you, Grimmjow-san.

[...he didn't have any of that.

he didn't have friends, he didn't have a family, he didn't even know what he was like when he was alive anymore. now he was just a spirit, a corrupted soul that has been twisted and morphed into something entirely different over several years. he fought so hard to even exist again, thinking about something as trivial as family... it just never occurred to him.]

Why.... do humans care so much about family?

[it was a genuine question- he just didn't understand and he wanted to know more about her. he wanted to get inside of her head further... he just... wanted to know yui that in itself was strange to him, but he was curious.]

[ She understood that arrancar didn't exactly understand things normally. Asking why they cared about family so much beyond 'because they're your family' was a little difficult, but she could see he was trying to stand so Yui would definitely try her best to answer properly. It took her a few seconds, her gaze turning up to the ceiling as she thought. ]

The people who are your family are people who are close to you, who are always by your side and even if you fight or grow distant, they'll always be there for you. Family will always care about you, even if you have no one else left. You don't want them to suffer, so even if it causes you trouble, you go out of your way for them and they'll do it back for you in return. In the end, family is all of that but mostly people you love and can depend on. And when you find someone who isn't related to you like that but you still feel the same way about them, that's why people get married. Because it's how you start a new family. Does that make sense?

[ She's hoping it does.. it was mostly her just explaining how she felt about her family, and about the future one day, but she hoped it was enough for Grimmjow. ]

[it's grimmjow's turn to roll over, on to his back, all in order to stare up at that same ceiling. he listened to her talk, but it all sounded like more of a hassle than anything. grimmjow never felt lonely, he was fine just being on his own and hunting by himself as well. people have flocked to him- the only time he chose someone personally was when he told yui she belonged to him.

he... doesn't even understand love. this is yet another layer he doesn't get.]

And in that case... how do you know you love someone?

[grimmjow frowned at the thought.] I heard somethin' about that before, but it's more what humans 'n shinigami do... just 'cause they actually have hearts. Mine is gone... [he sat up a bit, only to look down at his hollow hole.] ...ripped outta me, and my heart is now the mask on the side of my face.

[so he probably can't even love someone even if he wanted to- at least that's what he figured.]

[ Yui turns her head to watch him as he rolls over, folding her hands in her lap while she does watch him. AS he explains, she gets a little smile on her face instead of what would probably seem like a normal reaction. Her hand goes to hold his. ]

The 'heart' thing is a metaphor. It's usually because when you love someone, being away from them makes your chest ache and when you lose that person, it feels like your heart is breaking, but when you're near them it feels light and happy.

[ Gently, Yui tried to nudge both of their hands a little closer to the edge of his hole. ] Just because your heart isn't in your chest anymore doesn't mean that you can't still love. Love is.. love is the one things that humans don't have a perfect definition for. Because it's all of those things from being a family, plus wanting to be with them physically and emotionally, and when you're with that person sometimes it feels like everything about you is light. Just being near them or seeing the person you love makes you happy, and sometimes when you're apart it hurts to think about them because you want to be with them again.

[ It's a little bit of a scary topic for Yui, because Grimmjow's never said it to her and she's heard from others than arrancar can't love. It's complicated, because she's developed those kinds of feelings for him. Yui drew the hand that wasn't with Grimmjow's up to her chest, over where her heart was. ]

You don't have to say it to me if that isn't how you feel, Grimmjow-san. I'd be really happy if you did, but I don't want to hear it if you don't think it's true. [ It'd be more painful if he started lying to her just to make her happy, so she adds a stubborn: ] Got it?

[it's definitely complicated, he agrees with that much. he was supposed to just be a killer, nothing more nothing less, and yet here he was laying with a human and talking about emotions. he figured this would definitely be a sign of weakness... but what she was saying made sense, he did feel lighter when she was around. he felt a warmth inside of him, he felt a intense longing to just be around her, and he knew he would kill anyone that dared to get between them.

he wanted her, he longed for her... and now he was curious if he did love her.]

...That thought of you bein' unable to see me 'n be with me when this is all done made me furious. More than I ever thought possible.

[he gripped her hand tighter as he stared at the hand over her chest. he wouldn't say he loved her, that was too much of a stretch, but he would certainly say he never wanted to be away from her.]

I only want you- and I'll never leave you. So... if you wanna call it love then whatever, I just know you're all I want.

[ Even if it was a dismissive way to say it, it was probably the closest she would ever get. It was closer than she had expected him to say, enough that that very same feeling she had tried to describe earlier was fluttering about in her chest. Even the breath she took felt clearer, lighter. The little smile that had been on her lips turned into a fuller one as she squeezed his hand back, sitting up and turning so that she was on her knees on the bed at his side, just so she could lean down and properly give him a light kiss. Her long ponytail fell over her shoulder, dangling down next to their heads as she kissed him, and she pulled back after a brief moment to look him in the eyes. Only enough that she could speak. ]

Thank you, Grimmjow-san. I love you.

[ That had been why she hadn't stopped smiling, even when she was scared that she would lose him. Because all she would do if she didn't let these light feelings in was dread the day she no longer had them. ]

[he still didn't get it, this whole concept of love, but at least he knew something close to it. he watched as she moved in to kiss him lightly on the lips, and he returned her affections in full. his cold gaze was still trained on her face, and it didn't take him long to want to continue, to feel more of her lips.

grimmjow sat up fully now, leaning forward so his hands were on either side of her against the mattress, and he looked her dead in the eyes as he spoke.]

I want you to-.... [wait... no, that didn't seem right anymore. he wanted to tell her to take off her clothes, to let him see all of her, but then he cut himself off. he glanced off to the side, deciding on whether or not to allow her to have more control... and he figured it was about time. he never let anyone else but himself have control, he needed all of it in order to feel the most powerful- but he wanted to share that sort of experience with her. he looked back at her, frowning a little more as he spoke.]

Do you want to continue? [now, it was up to her.]

[ Again and again Grimmjow had started surprising her tonight. Yui moved with him, making sure to adjust to however Grimmjow wanted to position himself. She didn't need control as long as he made sure to heed her requests when it counted and not push her too far beyond what she was comfortable with. She never felt like things were out of her control, even if he was in it, and that was important.

Yui nodded in response to his question, because while she didn't need him to give up his control for her to be happy around him, she understood that the reason he was doing it was for her. Because he cared about her and got just about as close to loving her as he ever had anyone. Telling him it wasn't necessary when he was showing it wouldn't serve anyone. ]

I do. Whatever you wanted me to do. [ Hey, she kissed him once, it isn't like he knows specifically what he's looking for right now. She's good but she's not a mind reader. ]

[good- and it was even better when she was giving him control once more. he liked that the most, he needed to be fully in control at all times. he was certainly trying, but it was much better when control was given back to him.

grimmjow leaned towards her again, his lips grazing along her jawline, his breath hot against her skin as he teased her. he wanted to keep going so badly, to just get to that delicious point of them both writhing in pleasure. the arrancar spoke up after playing around with her a little, teasing her skin by gliding his lips along her skin and up to her ear.]

Take off your clothes- I want to watch you strip down.

[ Yui parted her soft lips to let out a quiet puff of air as he began to play with her skin. There was a heat she only knew after she'd met Grimmjow. There were plenty of handsome men she'd encountered in the past, some she felt attracted to, and some who had gotten close enough that she felt some spark of heat, but it was nothing like it was with Grimmjow. Just his touch at times was enough to sear through her body. His words brushing her ear like that only served to make her breath catch in her throat for a moment before she quickly started up again, causing a little jolt as she backed up from him, enough that she had room to start removing her clothes.

First was her cardigan. It was easy enough, unbuttoned already. Yui slipped the coral-pink fabric off of her arms and allowed it to fall onto the bed behind her. The cool air pressed against the skin of her arms, causing the little hairs to stand on end as she reached down to the bottom of her pajama shirt. She pulled it up, over her head, and revealed the camisole hidden beneath it. Since she had been in her nightwear already, she had no bra on underneath. Her chill became obvious as her nipples started to peak beneath her camisole just as she started to stand up on the bed, very carefully spreading her arms for balance before starting to slip the long pajama pants off. ]

Is it okay if we do this under the covers tonight?

[grimmjow had moved back from her a little as well, all to watch the show that she was putting on for him right now. he figured she had too much clothing on tonight anyways- and he would have just ripped it all off of her if it was up to him. he had tried that once, and it had ended with a scolding. he didn't feel like going through that process again, so of course he just let her remove her clothing. he was already in nothing but his underwear, he was in no hurry to take off his clothing of course.

so he watched her closely, his cold eyes roaming all over her body as she continued to take off her layers. he noted her curves, the way in which she looked away from him as she took off more of her clothes, and just how chilled she must have been.

he tilted his head back a bit as he saw her stand up, going to remove her pants. grimmjow lifted himself up on his knees, moving over to her he placed his hands on her hips, steadying her as she let her pants fall down around her ankles.]

Yeah, whatever- that's fine. [he didn't care about how or where they did it, as long as he got to feel more of her. but he did have another request for her.

grimmjow leaned forward a bit, kissing her thigh before speaking up again.]

I want us to taste each other tonight. [instead of just diving in fully, like how he usually liked it. normally he didn't like wasting time, but he wanted to draw this out for as long as possible- he didn't quite know why.]

[ Grimmjow had normally been one to just take, do whatever he pleased and Yui was happy to do it. Being asked and told every little thing he wanted to do with her set up a whole new level of experiences. The anticipation building up in her system just from the simple courtesy of advance notice was a curious feeling. She felt a little nervous, admittedly, since usually he lead her through their encounters and Yui followed him. The thought of tasting him, if she had his meaning right, would mean that she would be doing something she would certainly be in more control of.

Yui's hand went to his head as he teased her thighs with little kisses. She only had her panties and her cami on now. It was chilly, but he was starting to warm her up already. She moved her hand to the side of his face, fingers lightly brushing the mask as she pulled his face back so she could kneel down, her knees on the bed as she slipped her cami over her head. When it was gone, Yui was just watching him in the face. ]

Can I try it on you first?

[ She wasn't exactly sure what she was doing, but she knew she'd be able to be a lot more attentive if he hadn't worn her out first.. and he did usually try his best to wear her out. ]

[grimmjow enjoyed the familiar sight of her naked upper body, taking in the sight once more. his blue eyes scanned down to her breasts, looking at them in the dim light and he had yet another urge to just pin her down and have his way with her. usually she let him do whatever he wanted, which he liked, but he enjoyed seeing her take initiative as well.

the arrancar didn't touch her yet, he just nodded at her words.]

Yeah, I want you to do that to me first. [he wanted to watch her lick and suck at him, he wanted to see how she would react and just how he would taste to her.

grimmjow went to lean back against the bed, back flat on the mattress, and he looked over at her expectantly. even though she hadn't touched him or anything, just the anticipation and watching her undress had already helped his erection. he wasn't fully hard yet, but he was certainly larger than when they first started this little talk.]

[ Yui could already tell he was starting to get excited just from watching her. It made her heart skip a beat when she moved to get between his legs and noticed he was already a little worked up. She took a few seconds trying to decide just how to sit. (Lay down on her stomach and prop herself up with her elbows? Or maybe just stay on her knees and prostrate herself...? She could sit on him and just lean down..

But leaning forward from between his legs sounded most comfortable for both of them, and she'd be able to move better if prostrated, so she tucked her knees beneath herself. Instead of moving down right away, she slowly moved her hand to start stroking him. Yui wanted to work him up a little more before she took him into her mouth, figuring it would at least make it so she was less likely to choke. ]

Have you had this done to you before..? [ It wasn't like she really wanted to know details or anything, but she at least could feel some comfort in the idea that he wouldn't compare her to others if he hadn't. Enough to work out some nerves. ]

[he watched her as she moved between his legs, moving to grab at his member and stroke it. it didn't take much to get him excited around yui, certainly watching her undress has turned him on- all because he knew what was going to happen between them. for whatever reason, the intimacy and the desire for her had increased, especially on this night in particular.

he shook his head at her question.]

Nah... [in fact-] I never did any of this before meetin' you.

[ Her hand stilled for a moment as Yui's eyes turned to meet Grimmjow's for a moment. Somehow, she'd thought that given how his appetite for her had started by immediately turning their relationship from questionable to intimate in a single afternoon that he might have done something like this before her.

Her face flushes slightly, clearly flustered at the thought of realizing just how special she is, even if he's so hesitant to admit he has feelings. Yui had known that she was, but not the only special person to him. ]

Me too. I've never done any of this with anyone else either, Grimmjow-san. You're the only one.

[ Yui leaned forward over Grimmjow, her hand still massaging his growing arousal, but she wanted to kiss him right then. ]

[it wasn't as though grimmjow wouldn't have jumped on a chance to do this with someone else, it was just that it was far too dangerous for someone like him. back in hueco mundo you would be killed if your guard was down, and such intimate acts certainly meant having to lower so many barriers.

he watched her carefully, and he saw her gaze meet his own.]

And I'll always be the only one. [he couldn't stand the thought of her with anyone else, really. he was already pretty protective, but he could certainly turn into the overly jealous type if provoked.

he allowed her to move closer to him, to kiss him, and he returned her affections in full.]

[ Just don't tell that to Yui, she's enjoying feeling special for once with him tyvm.

Yui watched Grimmjow's face as he said that, uncertain what to say with it. If they were doomed to never see each other again, she didn't know how she felt about that. Not because she wanted to care for anyone else, or because she even had the vaguest idea of who she might, but she didn't want to be alone her entire life. ]

I hope so.

[ That was the best she could do, but Yui knew better than most that you never knew what the future would bring. Be it gods, arrancar, a little rain cloud, or the silver lining around it. She let a little smile fall to her lips as she kissed him again, still pumping her hand over his need but finally starting to move lower, pressing kisses to his chest as she went further and further down, her hot breath contrasting with the cool air enveloping them the full way down until she reached his need. When she finally reached there, she stopped pumping with her hand, instead holding it still and placing an laudably chaste kiss on the tip of his dick. ]

[grimmjow watched her with full and complete interest. he saw as she made her way down his body, lightly kissing at his skin and he felt her hot lips against his flesh. if he had a heart within his body, he was certain she would have been able to actually feel it pound within him.

he had been enjoying the sensation of her hand over his cock, pumping him, but now he was much more thrilled to see the next stage of this.

the espada didn't say anything when she kissed the tip of his need, he just tilted his head a little, curious about how she was going to go about this as well. it was another affectionate gesture, he knew it, but his cock was already throbbing with desire for her, and it didn't help when he wanted her to hurry up and pleasure him so badly.

however for once, he didn't say anything. he just watched her, and waited for he to continue.]

[ Yui wasn't exactly sure how she was going to go about this, truth be told, but once she finished pressing that kiss to the tip, she took a firm grip on the base to make sure that it wasn't flopping around while she tried to pleasure it, then laid her tongue flat against the bottom as she took about two inches into her mouth. Her tongue massaged the underbelly of his thick rod, rubbing it back and forth as she watched him. Every couple of seconds, she pulled her head back, then took him in again.

Yui kept her eyes on his face, completely depending on him to let her know if she was doing it right. Which probably wasn't a good thing, because he tended to look grumpy about 95% of the day anyway. ]

[he did tend to look rather miserable, yes, but that was a bit different now- with her. as she tended to his cock, taking him in a little and running her tongue along the underside, he visibly parted his lips as he felt more pleasure run through him.]

Take it in more-

[his eyes softened as he looked at her, as he felt more of her pleasuring him, and now he felt the need to urge her on. she was just giving the tip of his cock attention, he wanted to feel that hot mouth of hers take more of him in.]

[ He looked like he was enjoying himself, something Yui had come to find that she'd only seen from him recently. It was a sight she enjoyed, seeing him look at her that way. She probably would've smiled at him if her mouth wasn't otherwise occupied, but before she could do anything he gave her a quick order. She looked a little surprised, then turned her eyes down to concentrate on the task at hand, slowly taking in a little more. She got a good couple more inches in until the tip of his cock was touching the entrance to her throat, then moved her hand over the base to cover the rest.

Moving them in opposite directions, her lips came into contact with her index finger each time she went down. At the same time, a little sound came out of her throat. A little gulp, her reflex to swallow kicking in just as it got deep enough, but she moved quickly enough that she didn't end up gagging. Yui's eyes closed as she concentrated instead on the feeling of his cock inside of her mouth, listening to the sound of his breathing. ]

[it was definitely only a sight she was allowed to see. he would never let his guard down like this with anyone else, he couldn't afford to. it would mean being totally vulnerable, and he trusted her completely- he was fine with letting down all barriers around her.

he felt the way more of her mouth took him, the way her hand ran over his member, and he let out a breath. he was watching her, seeing her movements, but it was hard to concentrate when she was making him feel so good. he swallowed as well, and he was unable to suppress a shake as his body trembled from how she made him feel.]

Yui.... ah... [he said her name, he moaned lightly, and he even cursed under his breath from the pleasure he was feeling already.]

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